On this evening I wanna let you know about my name?
My mother was give my name is Nur Nadzirah. That was the name who I was to be. Like others, everyone have their own name. They were given a choice to call what they want to be. For me, I loved people call me nuts. It did not mean anything except for myself. My family and all relatives called me jia or ija. Two difference word and voice. Of course, the name was given my family and relatives only. That name was changed and influenced my attitude since today. If I wanna change my name, I was preferred to change it to wanteh. That was my grandma's name. When I was a young girl, my aunt's always said I was look my grandma's face and hair. That was the reason why I should choose that name. Wanteh's name had a secret characteristics that have a sentimental value on that name. My physical appearance always same as my grandma had when she was young. I missed her, and I wanted to see her, and now she had gone over a 44 years ago when my mother at that time aged 9 years old.
#While I wrote this entry, I felt so bad as a child want to cry enough for the sins that I have done. Ya Allah, please forgive me. I love my name and I thankful to my parents that was giving me a beautiful name.
